Celebrating RJ Month!
During November’s Restorative Justice Month, we highlight our board member, Louise, and her courage, compassion, and commitment to building a more just and connected world.
From Sheriff to Restorative Justice Advocate: Louise’s Journey of Healing and Connection
When I was 18 and a college student in Chicago, I stumbled upon a line of people wrapping around an entire city block. Curiosity piqued, I joined the line, discovering it was for Cook County Sheriff applications. On a whim, I applied. A week later, I was in.
A chance encounter led me to law enforcement, but an unimaginable loss guided me to restorative justice.
In 2011, my son was shot and killed. As time passed and the shooter remained unidentified, my grief felt insurmountable. After it was recommended, I found solace in a restorative justice healing circle for mothers.
At first, I wasn’t sure it was the right place for me. I listened as women shared stories about their sons—some of whom were incarcerated for crimes, including murder. I recall thinking, “Their son could be the one who killed mine. I’m in the wrong circle.” Adding to my doubts, I worried my role as a Sheriff might cause tension.
But as the circle continued, something shifted. We spoke openly about our guilt, grief, and cherished memories. By the end, we were crying and embracing each other. “We don’t hate you,” they told me. That circle began my healing.
Restorative justice is a process that fosters connection, understanding, and healing by peeling away labels to see people as human beings - it makes my heart tender. I fell in love with the concept.
My restorative justice journey continued. As a Sheriff, I realized I could understand the experiences of the young people in my court. I am a mom, community member, victim, and survivor. I wonder about their stories—what happened to make them do what they did?
I was later chosen as one of three Sheriffs to work at the first Restorative Justice Community Court in Chicago, an appointment that was the highlight of my career. There, I applied restorative justice principles to foster relationships among judges, attorneys, court staff, community members, and the young adults at the heart of the program.
Although I still don’t know who killed my son, I have already forgiven them.
Today, as a Reimagine Justice Illinois board member, I continue to advocate for restorative practices. I know firsthand their power to transform individuals and entire communities, offering a path to accountability, understanding, and healing.